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You're enough.

WELL, HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Oh well, sorry, I'm just too excited to share something with you guys. It's been a while! So, how are you? I hope that you're all good even though your days may be hard sometimes, but it's okay. You're stronger than you think. Has anyone ever commented on your body shape, skin color, weight and stuff? I'm sure they all have done that to you. But you know what? It doesn't really matter, I know, sometimes it gets hard to hear all of that shit, but trust me, you're more than that. Those things don't define you. Your beauty is more than just your body, skin color, weight and stuff. Your value is more than that. Nobody can tell you that you're ugly just because you have this body, your skin is like that, you're too skinny, you're too fat and whatsoever. F*** them who tell you those harsh things. ~~ So, I've been reading about this self-love lately, and it's so good for me. I'd

It's been a while....?

How are you? I hope everything in your life is alright even though you feel it's not alright at all, but it will. I just realized that I've been abandoned my blog for months. Well, it's not about I have nothing to write, because.... I will always have something to write, even it's just me, having a bad day. Since I have none to talk to about my day, I end up writing. So believe me, I will always have something to write. I'm not good at speaking up, it's not because I have nothing to say, it's because I have so much things to say, I don't even know how to get started. if you were asking me how's my life? I can say it's pretty....bad? no, it's not because I miss my ex. Because it's just bad. All I feel is just tired, everyday. I'm not going to complain about how bad it is. I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm still here, breathing fine. I just need time to get back to do the thing I love; writing. And I'm

Living with Doubts

Last night, I had this conversation with my bitchy friend (ooops, sorry.) We usually insulting each other but doesn't mean we hate each other. Forget it. It was late at night and you know, at that time we either talk about pervert things or some things serious about this life. Don't call us "us" if we both don't talk about pervert things. Because damn, we can talk it all day with no worries about what people will think and say. We were talking about some things that consist "sexual things", as always. But I didn't know what just happened, all of a sudden we started talking about feelings and doubts that we have on ourselves. It's getting serious. I didn't even plan to talk about so. Neither did she. It just happened and getting deeper???????????? Maybe an angel shared their positivity to us because it's Ramadhan. No, just kidding. I'm sorry angel. I didn't mean it. She told me that sometimes she doubts herself till shit

Depression kills you.

Hello guys, how's your day so far? I'm here to talk about something uncommon. Guess what it is... Yes, it's depression. What do you think about it? Is there something that pops up in your mind? No matter what you think about it, I want to assure you, it's not something you should hide from anyone, I assure you that it's okay to feel this thing. And I'm sure you're not the only one who survives this. Because I've been dealing with it, too. And it's okay. Some people think when you're dealing with it, it means you're crazy. But I'm here to prove you that you are wrong. There's popular misconception that depression is just being sad when something in your life goes wrong. When you break up with your girlfriend or boyfriend, when you lose your loved one, when your pet dies, when you don't get the job you wanted, that's sadness. That's a natural thing in life. That's a natural human emotion. Real depression is b

Masa Depan Guru Bahasa Inggris dan Profesi Guru Bahasa Inggris Masa Depan

Apa yang pertama kali ada di pikiran kalian ketika mendengar “ Bahasa Inggris ”? Apa kalian memikirkan tentang betapa susahnya mempelajari bahasa tersebut? Apa kalian mengira itu adalah hal yang keren dan sangat spesial ketika kalian bisa menggunakannya dan menguasainya? Nyatanya, di zaman sekarang, bahasa Inggris bukan lagi suatu hal yang sangat spesial. Melainkan suatu kebutuhan. “ loh mengapa demikian? ” jawabannya adalah selain bahasa Inggris adalah bahasa universal, yang diterima dihampir seluruh dunia dan hampir kebanyakan orang, bahasa Inggris juga dapat memudahkan kita dalam menghadapi persaingan di dunia pekerjaan nanti. Bahasa Inggris dapat membantu dan memudahkan kita dalam hidup di masa depan nanti. Di zaman yang serba canggih ini, tidakkah kalian ingin berteman, berbicara,  sekedar chatting dengan orang asing? Orang asing yang saya maksud di sini bukan makhluk luar angkasa, terlebih lagi alien-alien seperti di drama Korea. Orang asing yang saya maksud adalah orang l

Why am I here? Am I lost?

Hello guys, this will be my first post ever, because I just created this blog. I needed to create a new one because I've told to do so, yes, it's for my assignment. Besides the assignment that needed to be finished as soon as your eyes blink, maybe later on, I will share about anything to you, I'm not sure if it will be important, but I'm sure I love writing, especially about my thoughts on this life. I'm not professional writer nor thinker. And I will not say that I'm that good at writing. I just love writing, so much. Before my lecturer told me to do so, I've wanted it so bad, to create this blog. But, I had no idea how to start, what to write, because I don't get it, how it works. Once I'm signed up, my first impression on this is "what the????? How to operate this site? I seriously have no idea" alright, forget that. I will be better later, hopefully so. Enough for my unimportant ranting. I'm hoping that I will get better at writing