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A little update

It's been such a long time since I wrote and updated here. I guess my "writing skills"   has long gone–not that I have good writing skills to begin with. I just feel like I don't know how to convey the messages I want to say like I used to. Time went by and a lot of things have changed. I am not the same person as I was last year. I am changed but some things remain the same and pain still stays within me. Time flies but it doesn't heal anything. I can confidently say that. We are just getting used to it. Some things still hurt but it doesn't hurt as much as it used to be.  Sometimes, it's bearable. The next day, it hits a rock bottom. Don't get it mixed. Just because someone is used to it, doesn't mean it DOESN'T hurt them & they deserve it.  Everyone deserves their peace. I can't wait for mine to come. The day I can finally feel at peace.
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(probably) Life Plan

Talking about life could be really fun actually, even though this life is not that fun. Because it has its ups and downs but this is life anyways. That’s what makes it fun, it’s quite interesting to talk about it because life is unpredictable. Things don’t always turn out as what we expected them to be or as we wished nor even as we planned before, sometimes it can surprise us, whether it’s in a good way or otherwise. We won’t ever be able to predict what will happen tomorrow or even in a few minutes later. Life is really unpredictable. Maybe that’s the reason why I always keep my hopes and expectations low and I don’t plan things either. When I say I don’t plan things; yes, I don’t plan things, neither do I have plans for my daily life activity nor even the future. I’m actually a positive person but I have a negative mind and I’m living with negative thoughts that eat me all alive. I think it could be fun to have plans for what we’re going to do tomorrow, it could be fun to

Research Design

A.     Introduction Research has been defined in a number of different ways, and while there are similarities, there does not appear to be a single, all-encompassing definition that is embraced by all who engage in it. One definition of research is used by the OECD, "Any creative systematic activity undertaken in order to increase the stock of knowledge, including knowledge of man, culture and society, and the use of this knowledge to devise new applications. Another definition of research is given by  John W. Creswell , who states that r esearch is a process of steps used to collect and analyze information to increase our understanding of a topic or issue. It consists of three steps: pose a question, collect data to answer the question, and present an answer to the question. The Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary defines research in more detail as "studious inquiry or examination; especially: investigation or experimentation aimed at the discovery and interpretation

Language and Linguistics

A.     Introduction Language is a system that consists of the development, acquisitions, maintenance, and use of complex systems of communication, particularly the human ability to do so; and a language is any specific example of such a system. Actually, many definitions of language have been proposed. For example, from Merriam Webster, language is the system of words or signs that people use to express thoughts or feelings to each other. Language is the use of a system of communication which consists of a set of sounds or written symbols. Language can also refer to various means of communication. Language, as described above is species specific to human beings. The primary purpose of language is to facilitate communication, it’s the transmission of information from one person to another. The scientific study of language is called linguistics . Linguistics will study morphology, syntax, phonetics, and semantics. Specific branches of linguistics include sociolingu

You're enough.

WELL, HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Oh well, sorry, I'm just too excited to share something with you guys. It's been a while! So, how are you? I hope that you're all good even though your days may be hard sometimes, but it's okay. You're stronger than you think. Has anyone ever commented on your body shape, skin color, weight and stuff? I'm sure they all have done that to you. But you know what? It doesn't really matter, I know, sometimes it gets hard to hear all of that shit, but trust me, you're more than that. Those things don't define you. Your beauty is more than just your body, skin color, weight and stuff. Your value is more than that. Nobody can tell you that you're ugly just because you have this body, your skin is like that, you're too skinny, you're too fat and whatsoever. F*** them who tell you those harsh things. ~~ So, I've been reading about this self-love lately, and it's so good for me. I'd

It's been a while....?

How are you? I hope everything in your life is alright even though you feel it's not alright at all, but it will. I just realized that I've been abandoned my blog for months. Well, it's not about I have nothing to write, because.... I will always have something to write, even it's just me, having a bad day. Since I have none to talk to about my day, I end up writing. So believe me, I will always have something to write. I'm not good at speaking up, it's not because I have nothing to say, it's because I have so much things to say, I don't even know how to get started. if you were asking me how's my life? I can say it's pretty....bad? no, it's not because I miss my ex. Because it's just bad. All I feel is just tired, everyday. I'm not going to complain about how bad it is. I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm still here, breathing fine. I just need time to get back to do the thing I love; writing. And I'm

Living with Doubts

Last night, I had this conversation with my bitchy friend (ooops, sorry.) We usually insulting each other but doesn't mean we hate each other. Forget it. It was late at night and you know, at that time we either talk about pervert things or some things serious about this life. Don't call us "us" if we both don't talk about pervert things. Because damn, we can talk it all day with no worries about what people will think and say. We were talking about some things that consist "sexual things", as always. But I didn't know what just happened, all of a sudden we started talking about feelings and doubts that we have on ourselves. It's getting serious. I didn't even plan to talk about so. Neither did she. It just happened and getting deeper???????????? Maybe an angel shared their positivity to us because it's Ramadhan. No, just kidding. I'm sorry angel. I didn't mean it. She told me that sometimes she doubts herself till shit