It's been such a long time since I wrote and updated here. I guess my "writing skills" has long gone–not that I have good writing skills to begin with. I just feel like I don't know how to convey the messages I want to say like I used to. Time went by and a lot of things have changed. I am not the same person as I was last year. I am changed but some things remain the same and pain still stays within me. Time flies but it doesn't heal anything. I can confidently say that. We are just getting used to it. Some things still hurt but it doesn't hurt as much as it used to be. Sometimes, it's bearable. The next day, it hits a rock bottom. Don't get it mixed. Just because someone is used to it, doesn't mean it DOESN'T hurt them & they deserve it. Everyone deserves their peace. I can't wait for mine to come. The day I can finally feel at peace.
Inside of my head, there's a demon. I can't beat them. And writing is my fav thing to do to ignore them.