It's been such a long time since I wrote and updated here. I guess my "writing skills" has long gone–not that I have good writing skills to begin with. I just feel like I don't know how to convey the messages I want to say like I used to. Time went by and a lot of things have changed. I am not the same person as I was last year. I am changed but some things remain the same and pain still stays within me. Time flies but it doesn't heal anything. I can confidently say that. We are just getting used to it. Some things still hurt but it doesn't hurt as much as it used to be. Sometimes, it's bearable. The next day, it hits a rock bottom. Don't get it mixed. Just because someone is used to it, doesn't mean it DOESN'T hurt them & they deserve it. Everyone deserves their peace. I can't wait for mine to come. The day I can finally feel at peace.
Talking about life could be really fun actually, even though this life is not that fun. Because it has its ups and downs but this is life anyways. That’s what makes it fun, it’s quite interesting to talk about it because life is unpredictable. Things don’t always turn out as what we expected them to be or as we wished nor even as we planned before, sometimes it can surprise us, whether it’s in a good way or otherwise. We won’t ever be able to predict what will happen tomorrow or even in a few minutes later. Life is really unpredictable. Maybe that’s the reason why I always keep my hopes and expectations low and I don’t plan things either. When I say I don’t plan things; yes, I don’t plan things, neither do I have plans for my daily life activity nor even the future. I’m actually a positive person but I have a negative mind and I’m living with negative thoughts that eat me all alive. I think it could be fun to have plans for what we’re going to do tomorrow, it could be fun to